I know her.

Did you watch the Janet Jackson documentary?

I've watched some of it, and it's bringing back so many memories. All I can say is that I truly lived my dreams.

As I reminisce, I wonder, "Who is that girl? And where did she go?"

From the outside looking in, I see this other being that found their passion and went as far as she could run. Without a doubt, the fuel, the key, the secret was she was passionate AF. Nothing could stop her. Even as challenging as it could be, she found her way and left an impression.

Looking at my life, I know what that feels like, and I wonder how do I find that level of passion again?

Where did all of the clarity, the obsession, the tenacity, the focus, the unwavering knowing THIS IS IT go?

Some days I have a hint or a strong sense, and other days, like today, I don't feel so sure.

Maybe I had those same types of days back then, but the highlight reel has overridden my memory bank?

I keep going, "I know her! I want to be her again!" 

God, help me find it again. I know it's real beyond what my words can ever describe.

Show me the way. I surrender.

With lots of LOVE,
Teresa

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