Do Nothing

Lately, there is this feeling of emptiness that I don't fully understand. I know I am still recuperating, so I'm guessing that has something to do with it. I just feel a bit off.

It's as if I don't feel like doing anything. And then when I do "nothing," I feel blah. So it's like I'm in a circle of "do nothing, feel blah."

I had such an incredible time while I was in Florida. I was able to connect with others, feel alive, and have fun while I was there. And then, the minute I got back home, I went back to self-imposed solitary. 

As I write this, I'm not even sure what I am trying to convey. So again, it's this weird unfocused, empty feeling.

I went from all of this incredible energy to almost a screeching halt. And I don't know what to do about it. Maybe there's nothing to do? Perhaps it's all perfect? Even when things seem blah, it's all perfect.

Maybe the point is to learn to accept what is instead of trying to change the Now moment? Yeah. I guess part of the emptiness has to do with wanting the feeling to be different. I haven't accepted that that's where I'm at emotionally.

I guess I can get behind that.

This, too, shall pass.

With lots of LOVE,
Teresa

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