A Fresh Start.

I am resisting change. Over the past 18 months, my whole life changed just like everyone else's. I'm not sure about you, but my life has not gone back to any form of resemblance to what it used to be.

I no longer share my life with friends of over 20 years. I have completely stepped away from my 25-year career. And I don't go anywhere anymore.

For a while, I've been happy to have a "break" and be home with my little family. It has been a total blessing.

And now, my life has begun to feel incredibly isolated.

Yes, I have solid people in my life that I can go to. But, still, I was used to having a lot of friends, hanging out, being social, working on dance gigs, being creative with others, feeling the energy of people in the room, connecting with strangers walking by, being a part of a community, and sharing my love of dance with others.

Now it feels as if all of that is gone. My whole adult life full of shared memories is now just that, a memory.

And to top it off without a goodbye. Boy, does it hurt.

The upside is I know I'm in a new place for a reason. One that I can't fully see at the moment, but I know is there.

I feel as if I was thrust into the "tilling the soil" phase to get a fresh start, and now I'm in the planting seeds phase. "I'm getting ready to be ready," as Abraham-Hicks likes to say.

The Unknown feels a bit uncomfortable at the moment. Yet I know, like I know, like I know the Future is Bright.

With lots of LOVE,
Teresa

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